What's really difficult in here? Saying goodbye to friends. Since i arrived i think i went at least 6 or 7 times at the airports and said goodbye 10 times. I don't have a lot of real friends even though i have lots of persons with who i liked to hang out but at almost the end of my adventure I have to say that i can count my real friends on my fingers (it's a french expression I don't even know if I can say it in English but whatever.
I'm really sensitive even if I learned how to control myself here so saying goodbye is horrible for me. I know that the persons with who I went to the airport or the farewell party are the best friends I could ever meet here. I realized afterwards that they were my real friends and the best friendship I could have here.
For all au pairs, get ready to say goodbye even if you haven't leave your country yet. Cause all your feeling are multiplied and you life is really fast here. You're all alone and you get close from people easily (but don't forget to choose your friends really well not to be surprised by people that are not talking to you anymore when they left or they decided they don't want to be your friend). It's really hard cause we need somebody that we can count on but mostly the au pair adventure is amazing and your new friends will stay your friends if you do everything for it.
To all my friends that left or will leave pretty soon I love you so much. You're not a lot but at least I know that I can count on you forever and I'll see you pretty soon even if you are in Mexico, China, Philippines, Korea...
To Audrey, Sheila, Lucas, Romain, Alex, Valeria, Karla, Ina, Chris and Aurélie!!! I love youuuu
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