Going home?

One of my Pix (Manhattan from the sky)

Bad news today, i have to go home... Not right now but in about 3 months and a half. Cultural care (my au pair agency) just emailed me to tell me that i have to book pretty soon (the next 20 days) my flight back to France. That's such a bad news for me. I'm crying already. I just went to hug my kids cause i'll have to leave them soon. I'm not ready. Well actually i don't really know cause i'm crying but it doesn't hurt that much (not yet maybe), i'm confused right now and i don't know what to think about it. Happy, sad, confuse, that's my feelings. I don't feel like choosing right now seriously it's too early, it's like i arrived yesterday and now i have to go back.

To each new au pair. Enjoy yourself, live, spend your money, travel, party everything possible. Take everything you can take and just LIVE YOUR DREAMS, FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS, LISTEN TO YOUR HEART and be strong especially to face the moment when somebody is gonna tell you that you have to go back home. For some of you it may seems to far to think about it. Trust me it comes faster than you think.

Just to share a little bit my fellings, now i'm gonna start to realize that and take advantage of being in the US a little bit more.

Enjoy!!!