No it's not the movie! Just what i feel about New York and the US. I love it. I love being here, discovering this culture even though it's not an old and extraordinary culture but the US grew up so fast that's what it makes the country so fabulous and unique. Here you feel, and I feel, that everything is possible. This country really makes me feel myself and i had accomplished everything i wanted. I'm somebody else, somebody new and I love it.
Why NYC? I'm in love with this city as i was in love with my first love in high school. We were together for two years and still now, 8 years after the beginning of our story and 6 years after the end, i haven't forgot him, i just learned to live without him as i will have to learn to live without this passion for NYC and the US. Well but maybe there is something to do!!! Just move there. That would be my dream even if i think that i couldn't live in this "fake" country with "fake" people (yes people are really fake here, they just live for how they look) i cannot imagine myself far from here. It's an horrible sensation but i have to start to deal with it...but not now i still have 3 months and a half to deal with that. I'm gonna enjoy in the mean time and loving it as i'm loving it right now.
I don't know if you guys are gonna read that or even understand but i needed to tell how much i felt good here, in the US, in Boston and especially in NYC. I'm thinking about doing something in my life to be able to go back in New York. And everything i want i have it...just need to believe in yourself and your dreams can come true. No i'm not a little girl anymore, my experience taught me that realize all your dreams is possible.
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